it’s alright

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a pretty bad couple of weeks. that’s ok. as long as i pick myself up and keep going. this is a marathon.

breakfast: 2 eggs 184

                   2 pieces spelt toast 156

                    Hommus 24

                    Stevia tomato sauce 12

lunch: same as breakfast 376

dinner: christmas party at grandma’s

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training inspiration: revolution a la katniss everdeen 🙂

                                        dance classes finishing for the year – and coming back very soon!

week 3 day 7

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i feel my mind wavering a little. i must stay strong, and keep affirming to myself, and do it for 2014! i need to remember how fabulous 2014 will be the more weight i drop. i can be at goal by my 30th birthday. i can do it. there is nothing to gain from binge eating.

i feel slightly panicky today. i don’t know why. it has been 2 weeks since my super depressed pre-menstrual time. i don’t feel depressed. anxious, yes. a bit nervous about the future. i want to get below 100kg like you wouldn’t believe. i am not myself at this weight, and i feel like i can’t do anything that i want to do.

breakfast: 1 eggs 90

Bacon 126

Bagel thin 131

lunch: 2 california hand rolls 268

dinner:

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